i have realy bad depression but lately i feel worse, it feel like everyone close to me hase just drifted away and theres no one replacing them my best friend i havnt seen in 5 months and all i keep seeing if people posting how they have had a good day with her but everytime i ask her to come out she says she busy ect, my ex girl friend hase just got with a girl who used to like me she was a good friend of mine but i feel like they dont even want to know me anymore , a friend i go to college with hase just started being friends with this girl who doesnt realy like me i dont feel and now hes not talking to me everytimw i try talk to him he egnors me ... i dont even have familey to talk to because we dont get on, my dad used to beat me and my mums a bad alchoholic :( so theres no where i feel call home no matter what i do i carnt feel happy anymore i just wanna curl up and die but then i feel horrible people have no choice when there life is taken away from them and i do :( iv been sexual asulted 4 times i just dont see why i should live i dont even see what iv done rong
Oh my goodness, hun. :( You’ve reaaaally gone through a lot. I actually feel so bad for you, you don’t even know…
Usually when I answer questions I look at them as if I were in that situation, but I don’t think that’s possible in this one. But hear me out; DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. Please. There is a way you can feel better. I’m not a professional so I don’t know if what I say might make it worse, and I REALLY don’t want to do that. I really think you should go see a therapist. Not because you’re crazy; you’re far from it. She’ll/he’ll make you feel so much better. It’s just really bad luck, if I can judge it that way. Your parents choices have nothing to do with them loving you. Its horrible you feel this way, but there’s nothing you can do to stop them from doing those things. Meet some new friends. Not everyone in the world is like this. I know it’s probably really hard to believe, but you came to me for advice, didn’t you? You have to trust me. Just keep your head up. I’ll just really help you if you go to a therapist, because they’re professional. I’m so sorry if I haven’t helped, but I just can’t get over it and how sad I feel for you. You’re worth your life, you were born to be somebody. Don’t let anyone take it away from you, including yourself.
If you do take my advice and go to a therapist, tell me how it’s going in my ask and I’d love to talk to you about it. Even off anon, I’ll just go in your ask. I’d really like to help you more. I hope you start feeling more worth it, because you are. I love you. I know we don’t know each other, but I know that if I did, I would. Don’t think you’re not loved, because I love you. And there’s others out there that do, too.
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